Sorry Willie, I've never known the heartache but know many that do, it's a rough time for all. I can't even begin to imagine the loss!
Haven't slept in three days so please bear with me.
My favorite Uncle died today, 76 with a heart attack, quick and dirty, good I guess? DAMN good man, always had a smile and joke, never a bad word to say about anyone, other than to rib them. Mechanical genius and a machining marvel! He has one piece of work I hope to get after the funeral to remember him by. A 1/2" rod, no threads on the outer 1" of each side, with a nut in the middle. He'd single point cut the threads, cut the rod, put the nut on, welded it back together and single pointed the threads so you couldn't even tell where the weld was.
The world lost a VERY good man today. Rest well Darrel, you will be missed.