What Limbrat says, plus, when I was younger and thought that I "knew it all" I did things that I now very much regret. I don't think anyone would think that what I did was kind, moral, or right. You learn, change, see things in a different way after you realize your own mortality. You appreciate and respect life more. A does fawn for example, you may not view as something that you would throw into a skillet, unless you were starving and if you did, you certainly wouldn't laugh or brag about it. Too Heavy?