Knotorious
That Guy With The Face
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@gf beranek Yes, I have Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, ADHD (passive type), Bipolar Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, Motor Tic Disorder, Panic Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and I think that's it haha So many I lose track. As far as mental illness is concerned, I'm like a smorgasbord of disorders -- all of which have been verified and confirmed many, many years ago. It's certainly not a contest and I proudly share this with the world. It has been a part of who I am for a very long time and there is a lot about my mental illnesses which I believe makes me better than other people, unique and special. It's not all bad. I have, for the most part, overcome the struggles which came with these diagnoses. However, it still isn't all roses, bunnies, unicorns and glitter (don't forget rainbows) quite yet.
Having said that, disorders such as OCD help me have a keen eye for detail and specificity. Once I decide that I'm interested in doing something, nothing can stop me from finishing, even if it takes days, weeks, or months. If I want to learn about something, I will learn about it exhaustively. Mental illness, although it causes great suffering, is also an immense source for passion and intrigue and intensity and commitment and thoroughness -- among other things. Tree climbing is a great example of this at work. Everything I know about tree climbing, gear, climbing techniques, etc. is self-taught. Of course, nothing is ever really self taught, is it? It has to be learned from somewhere. For me, I watched YouTube videos and read constantly. I have never once met another tree climber in person and that's the metric I'm using to claim that I am self-taught.
As to your interest in inventing, it's nice to see I have that in common with someone. This is probably the first time that I've gone on an inventing spree. I can't imagine having to wait 30 days for an order. I can understand your proclivity for creating your own gear. You sound like a pioneer in your own right by helping to expand your options for a saddle back when, as you say, everything for the arborist was limited to lineman equipment. I'm grateful to be living at the time that I currently am and grateful to be able to freely access everything under the sun; gear which was likely a mere twinkle in the arborist's eye so long ago. If I had to go back in time and forfeit my Rope Runner Pro and hip thrust with a Blake's hitch, well...I might throw up and cry (not necessarily in that order)! Ha! =-D
I shall carry on!
Having said that, disorders such as OCD help me have a keen eye for detail and specificity. Once I decide that I'm interested in doing something, nothing can stop me from finishing, even if it takes days, weeks, or months. If I want to learn about something, I will learn about it exhaustively. Mental illness, although it causes great suffering, is also an immense source for passion and intrigue and intensity and commitment and thoroughness -- among other things. Tree climbing is a great example of this at work. Everything I know about tree climbing, gear, climbing techniques, etc. is self-taught. Of course, nothing is ever really self taught, is it? It has to be learned from somewhere. For me, I watched YouTube videos and read constantly. I have never once met another tree climber in person and that's the metric I'm using to claim that I am self-taught.
As to your interest in inventing, it's nice to see I have that in common with someone. This is probably the first time that I've gone on an inventing spree. I can't imagine having to wait 30 days for an order. I can understand your proclivity for creating your own gear. You sound like a pioneer in your own right by helping to expand your options for a saddle back when, as you say, everything for the arborist was limited to lineman equipment. I'm grateful to be living at the time that I currently am and grateful to be able to freely access everything under the sun; gear which was likely a mere twinkle in the arborist's eye so long ago. If I had to go back in time and forfeit my Rope Runner Pro and hip thrust with a Blake's hitch, well...I might throw up and cry (not necessarily in that order)! Ha! =-D
I shall carry on!
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