I do, when I was being taught 20 years ago I kept getting stuck at maybe 20 ft, I'd look down and think "if I fall from here I survive, I'll break something, but I'll live, as I got higher my inner dialogue was "you will die if you fall from here, don't go any higher" took a while to break through and stop listening to that particular monkey.I don't understand not being able to climb higher in the tree. It's like not being able to drive your car out of the city. I mean - once you're aloft, you're aloft.
If you're genuinely scared at any height, you don't belong up there.
I'm kinda thinking this, too.
And for me...230 feet up a redwood, lots of limbs around, in a forest...no problems, no anxiety.
But, 80 feet up on top of a naked spar that I just de-limbed and topped, just me and that minimal amount of wood trunk...granted, it is plenty strong...but it is the exposure that plays with my mind. That question "now why am I really up here???" niggles through sometimes.
Glad to have you here sharing with us...good thread.