dstimber
TreeHouser
Nice. Ima have to join that so I can check out the pics and get some ideas
Don't be a wimp, Robert...or own your wimpness and give this foolish dream up.
If you cannot handle the tiny challenge a trailer of that order presents, then you need to consider giving this whole proposal up.
I'm sorry, I have no wish to rain on your parade, and I think in general my reputation is to give support and encouragement to our new to the biz members...but the facts are the facts. Over and over you have thrown doubt on your own abilities to do this work. I can't see that you have the cojones for it, frankly.
I hope that I am mistaken, and I hope you succeed.
When I first started working as a steamfitter, I didn't know much. I was sent to work in a chemical plant, in the middle of winter, and it was surreal. Steam blowing out of the traps, making a fog as you walked along the catwalks, like a movie. Very loud environment, danger signs everywhere, and chemical tanks with stuff I knew from chemistry class as shit you don't mess with. The journeyman I was working with handed me a fall arrest harness, which I thought was odd, and then starting walking up stairs and down the catwalks. He then calmly climbed over the handrail and walked on an I beam over to a valve running up along side a tank. He didn't hear me follow, so he looked back and told me to come on. Now I don't like admitting this, especially on a forum of climbers, but I used to have an irrational fear of heights. And walking on an ice covered I beam was a hard no lol. I fortunately had a very calm and understanding journeyman (not the norm), who showed me how to tie off and move out there. I worked through it, and in time, came to love (kinda) high work. It was something that came with the trade that I didn't think about when I got in. It scared me, but it's part of the work.
I don't know if you have had a bad car accident or something in your past that makes you gun shy about pulling a trailer, and I understand you feel this is out of your comfort zone. But it is part of the trade. You need to accept that, and get over it. Going against what more experienced people are telling you is seldom in your best interest. They are trying to help you, but I'm afraid not listening will make it harder for them to do so.