I'd go see a doc, but on the long range shit, I wouldn't have given a frig.
Never expected to or wanted to get old and infirm.
Now I'm hoping for the first part and willing to put up with a certain amount of the second.
People change, you know.
You must have thought these things over yourself, I imagine.
Is chemo worth it or not.
If your life sucks anyway, maybe not.
If you have a lot to live for, ride that horse to the end.